Some of my early experiences

One of the very earliest spiritual things which I encountered was something I saw that my mother helped me to understand. On day when I was about 6, I was playing with a friend called Mary. Whilst we were together and playing, I also saw her walk in to her house, turn, look back at me and smile and wave. She was at the time right by my side which left me confused as to how I could see that. A week later she passed away, following an accident where she had bumped her head. My mother told me she was saying good bye.

When I was older, for weeks I had a dream that a doll I was playing with in the dreams head came off, then I went to the grave of a family member with my mother as you do to place flowers. The head stone at the grave had been smashed by vandals. Now I am older, I often receive numerous dreams of this type where I see clues to the future and events that will happen.

In my teens many times I would hear people who were not there physically, talking to me, giving me names and places, telling me things I could not know, but I did nothing about it – I was still not sure what was going on. My mother would help me to understand that I was being given messages from spirits and not to be afraid of this gift.

At that time I did not use this gift, it took a long time and understanding to do so.

Another of my childhood experiences, that stays with me clearly, was an occasion when I was at my grandmother’s house, I was only about 10 years old. I was inside on my own, with all the rest of the family outside. I was sitting reading with one of my two dogs at my side. She began to whimper and was very shaky. I looked up to see an old man standing looking at me, I felt as if I could not breathe, my chest was very tight and I was cold, but I could not move. I was not sure what was going on, but I did not feel overly scared or worried – just wondered who he was. He told me I was not to worry and he came closer to me. I was not scared of him, he had a kind face and I felt safe again. He said it was ok, it will be fine, though at he time I did not know what he meant. Days later my parents split up, I was taken away from home and the school I knew, but just as he had said everything worked out to be ok. From then on, often while I would stay at grans house, this man would come and teach me and each time to tell me something of help and advice, however he is not my spirit guide.

As I grew and moved into work, I trained as a nurse, and ended up doing geriatric care. During this work I have often seen spirits leave the body.

Another experience form my nursing days also stays with me, it was when I was working in a nursing home that a spirit came to me while I was doing my rounds. As the lifts doors opened I saw this lady who I did not recognise stood at the door. I asked her if she wanted me to help her back to her room, she never replied but just turned away and walked toward a door. I followed her as I was going that way already, and wanted to ensure that she was alright. She opened the door to a room which I knew was not hers. So I tried to stop her going in – no she said, I have found you to come with me. We opened the door to find the old man whose room it was upon the floor, he had fallen and banged his head. As I was getting help the woman said thank you and then vanished. A few days later I saw her again, this time she told me to call home. I did so to be told that my grandfather had passed.

These are just a few of the examples of experiences I had in my younger years. They continue still and I see spirits about people who come to me for readings. They give me information and advice to pass on to help the people who find me.

I look forward to helping you also.